Tuesday, July 03, 2007
hmm..just realised got several months nv blog le..lol..nearly forgotten bout this blog till martin mention to me couple of days ago..having a few days break now after exam..feel more relaxed now but still theres more to come..for some reason i am feeling very tired...not as the literal sense of tired but i seems to be lost..lol..sound quite lame but i feel like as if i have lost wadsoever aims tat i have..it is like i am just moving day by day...
sch still the same..tomoro gonna have boring lects and tuts again...think i kind of screw up terms as usual...can be considered as very lucky if i can get 2 h2 pass lol...theres no motivation to study n the contents is like increasing overwhelming...maybe i shouldnt have chose this combi which got 3 memo subs...kinda stress to squeeze tat much into the mind...ac seems quite of boring now...or maybe all schs r tat way..haix..maybe some interesting stuff will corp up soon..lol
everyone in the family seems dam busy nowadays...seldom have chance to talk to anyone of them anymore...even the house seems very quiet with most days preparing n eating dinner on my own..kinda used to it le..time really seems to be making a fool of me la..for days like this when i got bulk of time i got nothing to do but for days pack with stuff more things just keep coming in...maybe tats life...u wont get wad u really want..
and oh ya..table tennis..lol..seriously tt is not my first choice..playing it once in a while for reacre is still ok..but as a cca to play every week...i dunno how to get going man...who else to blame but me...my sucky procastinating to join a cca till i realise a bit late le..haix...no choice liao...just got to train till some imba standard now...
for gals...still no one tat give me the desire to push the relationship further...lol..maybe the time is still not rite bah...but hope tat feeling tat i get a few years ago will return to me soon...life getting dry without any new things...for my friends..hope everythings fine for u all..especially my sec sch friends..wont have tat much time to interact with u all after sch reopen le..jia you...
hope to be the confident and attention seeking xk tat u all know once again...so long for now.....
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