Tuesday, April 17, 2007
excatly one month have past since i last blogged. times really flies doesnt it..i have been in ac for more than a month since and i must say i quite like it. ac is like totally a new environment from rv in almost all aspect espcially the teachers and students(the campus i wont say much..look nice only interior sucks dam old). teachers there dun scold as much instead they sarca u until u embrassed de and this is one reason i hate being pick out by any teacher...wont be any gd stuff...
students lol...definatly more outstanding than rv ppl...i seen some guys and gals tat caught my attention straight la..so stun by their look, their bodies(not gals but guys with imba muscles) and the way they talk...dam confident like as if they dun give a dam to anyone else..to be honest i dun know if i will be as comfortable if there r not as many rvians as now..seen a lot of familiar faces around and tat dun make me feel so alone..
yesterday just had a talk with tues after so long...like we have not talk for weeks le..i realised tat martin's gal is really tat url he pasted to me lol but i seirously didnt think tat shes hes type..but well i feel happy for him now tat he had gotten out of joan's shadow finally..lol 4 years le..still shou hou..me and tues for some reason felt tat relationship is something we dun want now...i dunno y..but for me i really dun feel the need to get into a relationship anymore..is like my class seriously got some not bad gals but i just feel tat i have much more important things to do...like my studies which i neglected so much in sec4 due to her...i dun want to get into the same sitution anymore..or perhapes is just tat i cant get over her yet..
whenever she comes online i feel the urge to talk to her but it has been so long...its time to put things down..for me and her..if ac have so outstanding ppl i dun see y rj will have less..its for her to go for better choice which she deserve..have i really gotten over really dunno...but one thing for certain i want to do well now...i want to have a fresh start put down those old pressure..i really hope man..every morning i listen to devotions and chapel..really hope tat there is a god..i dun care is jeus or wad chinese,muslim,hindu god...i just want to know tat there is someone up there indeed willing to help me...
all the best for u man..u dun seems to be happy now..jia you in your life..i will be much happier if i see u happy n for tat i know is true..gd luck
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