Thursday, December 07, 2006
back at the blog again..for some reason i had tons to say perhaps is because of the free time tat i have ba.just quitted ro.told ben tat i have no mood to play le which is true..playin suddenly seems so unattractive to me now.still cant get over the matter but feeling much better le at least i realised tat she may be better off somewhere now..haix..dunno wad to do these days..theres still 3 weeks more to jc life but honesty i am not looking forward to it...
true tat i am not expecting to go to some excellent jc with my mid year score of 30 plus..halving the score is already some improvement though not enough..time will still pass and wad comes will still arrive but at least i am trying to enjoy this remainding holidays but it is not tat easy to forget bit and pieces of wad i went through....
still feeling very tired.this weariness never seems to fade no matter how much rest i take.perhaphs this is life.this a burden tat we all must carry till the day we die..all i want for now is a sense of relief from everything..my helplessness had lead me to nowherebut i am glad to see tat we r close to an end for everything..hope tat i could stick with this promise of mine not to talk to u till my heart dies..i dun wanna sink into despair again
so long for now..sweet dreams to u who r already in dreamland...nitez
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